sopeachy♥

mia

2011-05-22T07:47:00.000-07:00

ok i have nothing to blog about so i'll just leave you with pictures of my baby cousin cause everyone loves cute babies!

NGAWWWWW lololol i'm like some creepy pedo taking pictures of her every movement. but how can you NOT stalk this little precious?! ok so yes everyone say hi to the latest addition in the family! this is damia but we like to call her dedek! so comel la omg *faints

anyway she entered some sort cute baby contest and got into final lolololololol why do i find this so funny?! MAD CUTE. ok that's all wtf.

ciaox

back

2011-05-19T09:40:00.000-07:00

hello sopeachy I IZ BAAACKKKKKKK! DIDJA MISS MEEE DIDJA DIDJAAA?

it sure has been a long time since i last blogged here. my last proper post was almost a year ago?? goodness so many things have happened since then! okay i'm gonna start blogging here again!...*cricket sound ya la ya la i know i NEVER keep my promises and i am most probably gonna start disappearing again after writing this post and leave this blog collecting dust. you know me so well hehe. but look! i changed my header! it's soooo pretty *admires so that's a good start right? =)

sooo where do i start? okay since my last post:

- i started my first year of degree last september! made few good friends in my class too =) and i will be starting my last semester of first year next week! WHERE THE HELL DID THE PAST TWO SEMESTERS GO?! i can't believe how fast the time has flown by. it's not just me, most of my friends feel the same too!

-removed my braces after 7 LONG YEARS end of last year and i've been wearing my retainer religiously ever since. 7 YEARS! 7 TAHUN! i wish i was joking but i'm not wtf.

damn geli la this pose but i don't care i look kinda nice in this picture hahahahahahaha wtf. eh 7 years okay i'm allowed to be vain.

- i got my driving license early this year wuhoooo *shuffles annndddd i passed on my first attempt neh neh neh *smug face *shuffles i know i know a year late but in my defense, i'm staying in hostel and there's no car at home for me to drive to college anyway so i don't see the need to get a license? but lololol in actual fact, i was coming up with all these excuses cause i was just..lazy. what? don't tell me you don't find the whole process troublesome??? but it wasn't all THAT bad to be honest. all i need now is a car *big watery eyes PAPAAAAA~

- i got a butterfly tattoo on my upper back!

LOLOLOL obviously i'm joking. okay just in case my dad reads this and jumps into conclusion and then proceed to disown me from the family, let me clarify that that is a RM1 tattoo sticker wtf. my friend, fangyi and I were bored one night and felt a little rebellious wtf and so we bought these temporary tattoo stickers and camwhore with them lolololol rebellious much. i'm glad i found a friend who is just as sad as i am lolol FRENZ 4EVA *hugs

- and the person who made me blog again..

...is this amazing girl who i have recently gotten close to early this year =) ♥

okay i'm off to sleep nightx

ciaox

hi

2011-01-14T20:28:00.000-08:00

i miss sopeachy :)

hello hello

2010-08-14T23:48:00.000-07:00

i'm sorry for abandoning this blog for so long :(

things have been CRAZY for these past few weeks and the last thing i have in mind is blogging!

but if you do miss me that much wtf do check out my tumblr:

http://dygsydiner.tumblr.com/

BUT THAT DOESN'T MEAN I'M SHIFTING TO TUMBLR PERMANENTLY! *defensive*

ciaox

The pressure is on you feel it but you got it all believe it

2010-07-10T05:44:00.001-07:00

HAI EVERYONE DID YA MISS ME?? DIDJA DIDJAAAAAAAAA?????

sorry for neglecting this blog for so long. you see, i've been too caught up with my studies lately i could hardly find a time to just sit down and update this space.

LOL JK enough bullshitting THIS is what i've been really up to

i blame the time difference for being late to class every morning! shh don't tell daddy ;)

BTWBTWBTW

HEHE I KNOW RIGHT MY FRINGE GREW! long enough to be pinned back! now i'm thinking whether to grow it out or trim it to keep my fringe? this fringe hairstyle is starting to grow on me no pun intended wtf. haih decisions decisions. AND WHY AM I MORE CONCERNED ABOUT THIS THAN MY TWO PENDING ASSIGNMENTS wtf.

i can't believe world cup '10 is coming to an end. it felt just like yesterday i was watching the opening ceremony :'( i'm definitely gonna miss watching the match in Inti. the atmosphere and the crowd are just insane! who needs to go to mamak when we can watch at our very own cafeteria in campus? ;) plus, it's safer for the girls too!

just in case you're wondering, i support Italy and that explains why i've been quiet about all along wtf. they got eliminated even before i could blog about them wtf. so now i'm not rooting for anyone in particular but i gotta say, the dutch is really starting to grow on me, so, ORANJE FTW!

and of course, Malaysia is still in heart♥

ciaox

Gravity release me and dont ever hold me down

2010-06-03T00:59:00.000-07:00

to prevent my blog from dying a slow and painful death, i will post up old pictures which i scanned a while ago. yes, yes, who gives a hoot about these ancient pictures but hey, whatever keeps my blog going? and besides, i gotta say i really was darn cute back then wtf *shameless gone were the days..*weeps

okaay so i don't know whether i've mentioned this before but when i was 3, my family and I moved to Rome and lived there for few years. so these are some of the pictures from my childhood days in Italy which brings back so so many good memories :)

why so serious?

snowwwwwwwww

with the brothers. abang faread, my eldest brother on the left was actually in boarding school back in Malaysia so he was MIA in most of the pictures.

brothers' school

ac milaaaaaan (Y)

i loveeee how my mom dressed me up in coloured tights :)

brothers all ready to leave for school.

i may be young but i clearly remember feeling sad and lonely when my brothers left for school because there was only me and mama at home :( i hated seeing them leave every morning :(

mama♥

okay this was my first and my last bicycle wtf. it was soooo pretty! when we moved back to Shah Alam, the bicycle disappeared and gone forever RIP T____T

going back homeeeeeeeee :)

i really miss my childhood days :')

i hope to return one day, insyallah.

okay i even scanned some of my mama's pictures and omygad she looked so gorgeous, i think my heart just dropped wtf and of course, she still is :) lemme share these pictures with all of you because it's a crime if I don't! *mama nods in approval wtf

it's pretty sad that I didn't inherit even 1% of her beauty FML T___T i guess this is part of God's plan wtf.

okay that's enough nostalgia in one post.

till next time, toodles!

ciaox

Cause you give me something that makes me scared, alright

2010-05-21T18:56:00.000-07:00

Friday finally.

I need to get away from this place asap.

I haven't been acting like myself lately. felt insecure and down the whole week for the stupidest reasons. it's ridiculous. I gotta stop being pessimistic about everything. Nasya, move on. MOVE.

ciaox

dearest papa,

2010-05-20T07:33:00.000-07:00

Today, 20th May, is me papa's birthday!

Happy 57th birthday! You are the best papa I could ever ask for :)

I love you!

ciaox

Baby you're gonna lose, your own game

2010-05-18T00:27:00.000-07:00

okay so this is a little late but just want to wish my cousin/sister/best friend HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY! big two-O! you're all grown up now :')

she may be 20 but she doesn't look 20 AT ALL! in fact, she looks even younger than me! and i'm two years younger than her..seriously FML. there was this one time when this makcik who was trying to make a conversation with us asked her "adik belajar mana?" then she turned to me and asked "adik pulak kerja kat mana?" FML x20. with heart shattered into million pieces, I smiled and replied "ha ha ha..takla saya baru 17 tahun" which translates "GO DAAAAAAAAAAIIIII"

and i've been in countless situations where people would look at me in surprise and say something liddis : "you're 16/17/18??????????????? OMG BUT YOU LOOK OLDER THAN THAT" gee thanks I totally want to hear that.

of course some of you may see it as a compliment, you know looking matured and all, but as you get older, it starts to piss you off, y'know? imagine you're in your 40s and people tell you something liddis: "you're 45?????????????????BUT YOU LOOK LIKE YOU'RE IN YOUR 60s" see?

ah sorry where was I again wtf. oh yes HAPPY BIRTHDAY FATIN SYAMIRRA!

best fwend/couzin 4eva okay? HAHAHA

♥

okay so i was looking through my files and found these!

DOESN'T SHE LOOK LIKE AMANI FROM ADAMAYA??

wait, no. AMANI looks like my baby cousin ;)

gahh I have the cutest and the prettiest cousins! and another baby girl real soon! cant't waaaaaait! :)

ciaox

You broke another mirror, you're turning into something you are not

2010-05-12T00:31:00.001-07:00

okay so I think my hair is starting to look more normal now. for once, my hair is not being a bitch. my fringe is growing out pretty quickly! i love you hair *kisses though that doesn't stop me from chopping you real soon :) two weeks ago, I looked like liddis:

HAHAHAHAHAHA I SWEAR

okay except maybe mine is longer

AND HIS PICTURE NEVER FAILS TO CRACK ME UP! do you guys know him by any chance? I swear he had the same hairstyle since like i was 2 wtf. but to be real honest, i think he looks kinda cute la wtf.

enough nonsense! okay so what my lecturer and my friends told me were right..my bm lecturer IS good looking.

and I can't believe I just wrote that.

he seems a bit full of himself though. urgh major turn off.

okaaaay anyway, yes i'm taking up Bahasa Malaysia, as much as I'm embarrassed to admit it. despite my endless efforts begging the kops staff to let me off from this one, they still made me take up the goddamn subject in the end T____T ME? TAKING UP BM?? omg this is like an embarrassment to my race! FML. if I recall correctly, this subject is only compulsory if you fail BM in SPM. AND FML I DID NOT SIT FOR BM SPM PAPER OR ANY OTHER SUBJECTS TO THAT MATTER and automatically it's compulsory for me to take this subject T____T

oh well, good thing the lecturer is ~~hot~~ cool.

and my primary school bff is moving to Inti today! maaaaaad happy! I totally need a girlfriend so i will stop bothering Mohammed and Joebin with all the girl talks haha. btw guys, thanks a lot for everything really. you two are very good listeners :')

ciaox

to my best friend and the most beautiful woman in the world,

2010-05-11T07:40:00.000-07:00

Mama, I know I never said it and rarely show it but I love you too much. You are my life. Mama, I am so fortunate to have a mother like you. Words can't describe how grateful and blessed I am. Thank you for all the love and caring you have given me. I can only pray that one day I can repay you back. I love you Mama.

Happy Mother's Day! and I want you to know that there isn't a day that you aren't special to me, ma.

p/s a little overdue but hey everyday should be mother's day :)

ciaox

but it's you, I fell into

2010-05-10T09:08:00.000-07:00

first thing first,

well deserved EPL title + breaking United's goal scoring record with 103 goals + golden boot STUNNING!

middle fingers to those who don't recognize our rights to be the champion YOU KNOW WE DESERVE IT ;)

---------

back in inti. missed the first week of class and up till today, dad still doesn't a thing about it hehe O:) lecturers don't do much in the first week anyway and most importantly attendance is not taken :P so I guess there's no harm to treat it as my third week of holiday, no?..that is until I found out today that most of them started the lessons last week!...great.

anyhowwwww, unlike the beginning of the second sem, I was totally dreading to attend my first class today which, by the way, happened to be economics. economics...i wouldn't say i'm a big fan. don't get me wrong, Miss Jacqueline is a great lecturer. in fact, I am 100% positive that she was the main reason I passed the goddamn subject last semester and for that, I couldn't thank her enough. it's just that...when i have zero interest in a particular subject, I find it difficult to give my full attention in class. pretty terrible attitude I would say and believe me, I have tried to change but i...can't. so Miss it's not YOU but it's the subject itself i'm having trouble with. sigh but i'm slowly working on it. I NEED to ace this to bring up my cgpa.

okay enough ranting.

ciaox

For every piece of me that wants you another piece backs away

2010-04-29T08:36:00.000-07:00

hello :) checked my results online and...*drumrolls* I PASSED ALL SUBJECTS!!! alhamdullilah. my cgpa dropped of course but oh well it's bound to happen cause my grades were terrible and my coursework marks were very very low. i'm just very glad that i didn't fail any of the subjects :') no academic award this semester though but who gives a hoot. i just have to work extra hard next sem to bring up my overall cgpa and i will be fine :) andand I PASSED MY AGAMA PASS GODAMNIT I PASSSSED!!!!!!! the whole class was failing and we were so sure that we will be retaking the subject in the same class next semester but i guess Ustazah was very easy on us with the marking so yes A PASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!! I struggled a whole lot in the class cause unlike the rest of my classmates, I never learnt any of it in high school and as if that wasn't bad enough, everything was in bahasa fml. you see, i had totally overestimated myself; i thought if i could speak it fluently, i wouldn't have any problem with the writing BUT FML I WAS SO WRONG. it takes me minutes to construct a proper single sentence FML T_________T the last time I wrote an essay in bahasa was back in standard 5 so unquestionably by now, my writing skill had become very rusty and my vocabulary has weakened. penulisan was one of my best subjects in primary school and I remember how I would always get the highest in class, true story. please have faith in me, I need time. but hey, at least I can speak fluent and not ashamed of my mother tongue unlike some people I know. just saayinnnn'.

outing with cousins today! a friend of mine once asked me whether I have ever gone out with my 'real' friends other than my cousins to which i replied, "my cousins ARE my best friends." WHY AM I SO SWEET WTF.

been eyeing this store called Tutti Frutti since their opening but never got around to try the froyo there until today which btw will be my first and last froyo from TF kthx.

a frozen yogurt which cost me an arm wtf. bloody whopping RM14.50. not even sure if it was worth it. the fruits were not even fresh :( oh well, at least my craving is satisfied. but no way, i will return for more! J.CO I STILL LAAAAAFF YOUUUUUU. and no, there's absolutely NOTHING i can do to get rid of the eyebags and the dark circles (combo fml). I GET MORE THAN ENOUGH SLEEP I DON'T GEDDITTTT and goddamnit GROW FRINGE GROWWWWW!

i love you guys :')

ciaox

you and me, be running up that hill

2010-04-22T08:20:00.000-07:00

hiiiiiii! sorry for abandoning this space for so long! i've been soo busy catching up on my sleep :D yesss i'm on my sem break and of course, feeling much much better now after going through a very misreable week. glad it's all over! semester 2 was a bitch and i pray that semester 3 will treat be nicer!

anyhowwwww, i haven't been doing anything interesting these few days. just the same routine everyday but trust me, i've never been happier! so happy to be back home :) ohh did i mention we've moved into our old house? new room and new bed :)

I CAN HAZ PRINCESS BED!!!!!!

so remember my dream bed i blogged about a while ago? well i didn't get the exact same one but something verrrryy similar! it's so pretty *weeps I LAAAAAAAAAF YOU *kisses bed

might give you a tour around the room once it's completely done okay!

AND LOOK WHO HAZ NEW HAIRRRRRRR!

&^%$^(()&^%$@@^&$#*^$#^&$#%&cb

biggest mistake of the month. this hairstyle doesn't suit me AT ALL! got bored of my old hair but am too chicken shit to chop it real short so i went for this fringe look. WHAT WAS I THINKING(&^$&%#^i^$$i*&^%@!^*^#&()^CB!!! oh well, at least this hairstyle makes me look a little younger now? SAY YES OR DAI!

grow fringe grow!

ciaox

.

2010-04-12T22:41:00.000-07:00

possibly at my lowest point atm.

God, please give me the strength to carry on

No matter which way you stay you're out of my mind, out of my mind

2010-03-16T06:34:00.000-07:00

hi. presentations, assignments, test, projects all coming up/due next week, MADNESS! this is really testing my sanity. something to look forward to: brother's coming back end of this month! MAD HAPPY! i miss baby ps3 *sobs oh and my brother too wtf.

another month of craziness and i'm freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! guitar hero, little big planet, motorstorm 2, singstar, resistance WAIT FOR ME!

ciaox

Tell them what you've heard we're gonna make a better day

2010-03-08T09:52:00.000-08:00

here are some pictures from weeks ago!

academic awards ceremony

Alhamdulillah, i got into the dean's list last semester. who would have thought hay

with pretty best friend, saule! go 9A2!

miss Jaya we miss youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu :(

you know what hor she went up to my dad and told him "she is a very nice and down to earth girl blablabla" T____T i'm so touched. at least she had nice things to say about me! right, just thought i would share that with you as a proof that i am actually a nice person wtf.

with beloved parents! i told my mom this will be the last time i will ever go up that stage and she laughed. i hope she knows that i wasn't joking.

group picture. my dad can't take pictures to save a life T__T

the damn award is putting pressure on me this semester and it doesn't help that the grades for my recent test are all so so disappointing :( gotta do well for my next test and finals to fix back my grades and i can't afford to do my assignment last minute this sem! wish me luck.

aqeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeel!

been spending a lot of time with him lately :) my nephew never fails to crack me up! things he does are always so entertaining and hilarious! comeeeeeeeel!

okay nap time!

ciaox

Tell me theres a logic out there, leading me to better prepare

2010-02-23T16:58:00.000-08:00

pissed off pissed off freakin' pisseeeeeeddddddddddddd offffffffffffffffffffffffffff!

woke up at an ungodly hour of 7 (wtf) for NOTHING! showered in the freezing cold water and walked all the way to class for NOTHINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

class is canceled and i didn't even know about it. noone informed me. i'm so upset. usually i get like 3947237293729 messages the night before informing me about canceled class and stuff but this time, noone did :( am i that forgettable? how can that be i'm so annoying in the class wtf. maybe i'm just not worth the 10cent of their credit *sulks

okay why i'm particularly upset about this is because i made so muh effort to wake up! i've been skipping morning classes for god knows long so this is my comeback wtf. not a very successful one of course. summore i made so much effort to doll up and i even ironed my clothes omg? usually hor i look like crap in morning classes cause i can't be bothered at all! i just pick the first clothes in sight + glasses + not even a lipgloss oh the hororrrr and off i go to class! so just when i looked all nice and pretty<--*delusional wtf noone was there to witness it wtf.

alright since i'm soooooooooooooooo free right now maybe i should talk about the problem i'm having now. it's about this guy i recently got close to.

let's call him M.

on the second thought, i don't feel like talking about him anymore hahahahah why am i so annoying.

haiya how do you people talk about stuffs liddis so freely huh? i mean i really don't mind my family reading them, not including my dad of course wtf, but i don't know i just can't bring myself to write it down and tell the whole world about it. i really want to though. but i can't :/

one fine day i will. for now, i really need to start revising for my upcoming maths test. eeek.

speaking of test, the grades for my recent ones are so disappointing + performance drops like hell + been skipping so many classes..WHAT'S HAPPENING TO ME?

okay off to take a nap. maths test? what maths test?

ciaox

with the moonlight dancing free and there's no one but you and me

2010-02-18T03:50:00.000-08:00

okay i gotta be honest with you

as much as i hate to admit this, i kinda...miss london

i miss my bed

i miss sitting in front of the fireplace during winter

i miss taking shitloads of stupid webcam pictures in my room

:'(

and there's certainly more but i better stop here cause i'm all emo now. ah crap i knew looking through my london files wasn't such a good idea.

anyway, HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR! have a happy and properous new year! may the year of tiger brings you a roaring success! rawrrrrr

this is long overdue but wanna show offfffff!

TADAAAAAAAAA!! the main board nice rightttttttttttt! the wings are MAJOR LOVE! so soft and fluffy!

publicity team!

the other board!

pictures stolen from mernjie hehe thank you!

finally completed these two boards at the expense of my weekend but it was so worth it! sales were very disappointing though :/ i don't think we made any profits? i'm only the publicity but it made me very sad. can't even begin to imagine what it would be like to be the oc!

okay off to find food ta!

ciaox

warning, live without warning

2010-02-03T10:02:00.000-08:00

HALOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! it's 2a.m. now and i can't sleeeeep. took a well deserved looooooong nap this afternoon what hor class at 8a.m. sure tired one! hahah man i really love speaking/writing in manglish. my international friends really hate it though but can't help it it's damn funny one! <---see i dunno why must add 'one' at the end of every sentence but somehow it gives an oomph don't you agree wtf. anyway remember i told you i am responsible for the board, poster etc etc for the upcoming Leo event? nahh now i present you our masterpiece!!!! . . . . TADAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA! NICE ANOTTTTTT! *holds knife wtf

so proud of this it's so pretty *weeps* and it's done within two hours or maybe even less??? man we're so pro wtf. first board and we totally aced it! andand only chalk was involved impressive anotttt *self praise wtf. this will be publicised for a couple of days to introduce the event and some prebooking whatnots. we will start working on our REAL board this weekend and imagine what that would look like!! can't waittttt.

i love you guys! awesome team work *sniffs* mernjie and priya thanks for guiding us! :)

AND...okay i better keep my mouth shut for this one teheeee wtf.

p/s been playing cod4 with them boys for two nights in a row now. bastards got me mad adddddiiiiiiiiiicted crap i really should be studying economics instead. most probably not going back this weekend to do the board AND study haih.

ciaox

but I'm busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before

2010-01-31T06:54:00.000-08:00

okay still working on summary of 2009 hahahaha omaigod it's pointless now that it's already end of january wtf but i still won't give up!

i've been reeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaalllllllllllllllllllly busy with college :( lately i've been really active in club activities. i guess i'm just sick of staying in my room doing NOTHING so i decided to participate in many events and become the committee member :) i can now say hello to a new found social life wtf. juggling between assignments/test and club ctivities is not easy,i admit but i believe i can balance and achieve the best of both worlds ;) new year's resolution: do well academically AND socially :)

soooo what have i been up to?

i was chosen to attend Leo committee training camp at Kuala Pilah which was maaaad exhausting. got ten shades darker summore fml. nonetheless, i had fun and i made a lot of new friends too! thank you shugan for the recommendation :)

group 1! WEs ARE SEXPEAREEEEE! <-----Kaypau's idea wtf.

stolen from Kaypau. our eggs! my egg was the prettiessstt! too bad i broke it few hours later wtf. we were assigned to look after these eggs and whoever lost/broke it will be punished on the last day and indeed i was T__T AND GUESS WHAT MY PUNISHMENT WAS??????? I HAD TO DRINK A MILO + EGG + TWISTER + FRIGGIN' WORMS SHAKE! YES, WORMS! &$@^$@@!!%i*&%#!#)(*&t#!~%w!@%#@!~% I KID YOU NOT! we weren't told the ingredients at first so i had no trouble drinking it besides the taste of milo overpowers whatever crap inside! but then they had to ruin it by telling us what was inside and upon hearing it i was so digusted, i wanted to cry. i drank worms, faking worms fml.

waterfall♥

group picture! that's me in blue. everyone was in white except me haih i didn't know there was a dress code! wtf so stupid.

anyway valentine's sales is coming up and i'm the publicity for this event so i'm responsible for the posters/flyers/banner etc etc obviously i made the wrong decision cause me + creativity = non-existent wtf. heck i don't even know how to use photoshop how to edit poster/flyer/banner you tell me! thank god for my awesome publicity team though :)

okay off to supper take care everyone!

ciaox

change me replace the envying to forget your love

2010-01-11T07:10:00.000-08:00

holaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa am back in inti and yes sem break is over boohooo! the wifi is being a real bitch and the pictures are taking fooooooooooooooooooreverrrrrr to upload for my summary :( yes still working on that wtf i know there's no point of it anymore it's been like more than a week late now? BUT I STILL INSIST ON COMPLETING IT!

anyway new sem so far not so good :( but the good news is that there is only one section meaning all of us are still in the same class! but of course Muka, joebin and parassat, who were all previously in my class, are now doing IT :( it's so quiet without Muka, the joker of the class :( his full name is Mukagali btw and i call him facedigger haha geddit geditttt face=muka digger=gali???? wtf. he's from Kazakhstan just in case you're wondering.

AND my results.. *drumrolls*....I DIDN'T FAIL ANY SUBJECTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i thought i failed maths because i didn't have time to complete like almost half of the paper? wtfff thank god man no retakes! parents are very happy with my results and now i'm shit worried that my pointer will drop this sem omygad definitely not going to study last minute again to maintain my cgpa!

okay am off too bed take care everyone!

ciaoc

last post for 2009

2009-12-31T02:40:00.000-08:00

i know i haven't been blogging for god knows how long but i'm working on my summary of 2009! :) it's gonna be like the longest post ever so beholdddddd! im gonna do this every year and i have no intention to break this tradition! ;) but for now, i have to leave and no, i'm not going to a new year's countdown party or whatnot, am heading to grandma's with cousins why are we so cool wtf. again, parties, crowds, clubs yadayada are not really thing yknowwww...cause we're just born losers FOL T______T

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE! omygad can't believe we're entering a new year in like few hours time? THE BIG TWENTY TEN! hope you have a great year ahead and wish you guys the best of everything!

take care everyone and have a great a night!

ciaox

all we seem to know is how to show the feelings that are wrong

2009-12-15T07:01:00.000-08:00

3 weeks break babyyyyy! :)

i'm gonna miss 9A2. i hate the fact that there is a large possibility that many of us will be seperated next sem and i don't want that :( i am friends with some of the people from 9A1 and they're okay i guess but but..they ain't us :( it's funny how few months back, i didn't like any of my classmates but now..we're like inseperable?

:(

anyway, my mama and dad are coming back next tuesday! :) can't waaait!

ashley, i think our pets should date too! Puchi and Aiko are just sooooo cute together<3 (my aiko is on the left and Puchi is on right CUTENESSSS!)

AND BTW HOW CUTE IS AIKO YOU TELL ME!! HUGE RED BOW AWWWWW MAJOR LOVE! i spent all my money on clothes and clothes only wtf. i don't think spending my money on furnitures is a good investment but this red bow totally is<333333 haih why must i be so vain even in virtual games wtf.

yes, i have finally succumbed to the temptation. something to keep me busy for the next few weeks ;)

have a good holiday everyone!

ciaox

why do you still love me?

2009-12-08T21:55:00.000-08:00

my maths paper was a flop. didn't have enough time to finish all questions! by the time i got to the last two questions, i was left with only 10minutes. omg dieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
say bye bye to A and all i'm praying for now is a pass omg plsssss i really don't want to retake maths or any other subjects for that matter :( i don't want to waste my time and most importantly my dad's hard earned money :( i don't want to disappoint my mama and dad :(

cute sad face major fail

okay moving on to something less depressing, I PASSED MY MANAGEMENT ALREADY!! omaigaddd major happinesssssssssss! i got 52% for my coursework marks and that means i don't even have to study anymore!! but of course lah i'm aiming for an A for this subject...or A+ won't hurt either teheee wtf no lah me A+?? impossible.

okay i better go and start studying now. 3 papers to go can't wait!

ciaox

we’ll run away together we’ll spend some time forever

2009-12-05T06:01:00.000-08:00

one paper down 5 to go wuhoooooooooooooo!

left the exam hall all smiles so i guess you can say that i'm happy :) not expecting an A but i think i will certainly pass...let's hope i don't jinx it. but yeah thing is, i already have 40% in hand from my coursework marks so all i need is 10%!! that is if i'm aiming for a pass of course..which i am. what hor who care about MPW!! it's not counted in gpa so A,B or C won't make any difference meh.

so yeaa i think i did pretty well you know considering that i only studied for it last night wtf.

you see i had my last presentation yesterday morning and right after that i planned to take a short nap before i get crackin' with my studies cause i didn't sleep AT ALL that night to complete 10 pages report along with the preparation of the presentation for my group assignment but can't complain really since it's my fault anyway. the bloody assignment was assigned to us a month ago and we only started on it a day before the dateline wtf. really what's the point of studying General Studies in foundation u tell me? anyway, to my horror i forgot to set my alarm clock so my supposedly short nap time dragged till 7pm!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! got up, went crazy and then calmed a little when i talked to few of my seniors. they assured me that there's nothing to worry about and all i had to do is to just read through the whole book which i did! didn't bother to memorize because hello how to memorize 300+ pages in one night? read the whole constitution and i almost cried cause it was so boring wtf. and there i was thinking of taking Law sometime back ago DON'T LAUGH i know well enough that i'm not qualified to even think of doing Law wtf. but you see ar once my dad told me that he would love to see me going to that path and he could see some potential in me as a lawyer cause i really am good at talking back and defend myself...uhh thanks?

OHH speaking of my parents, my mama called me the other day and she told me that she prays that i will do well in my exams in front of Kaaba everyday T____T *sniffs* i really miss you mama T__T

ohh okay so where was i again wtf. ohh right so i read through the whole book with facebook break every 5 minutes wtf. planned to pull an all-nighter but by 2a.m. i fell asleep with notes all over me. all nighter my foot can!! and then i sat for the paper this morning and i really should be studying right now for my upcoming paper this monday but hey like they say old habits die hard so i shall start tomorrow! i guess you can say that this is my studying style and it seems to work just fine for me so i guess there's nothing wrong with it rightt? and may i add that i got the highest marks for both MGT and CSC *smug* this only happens once in a lifetime so allow me to brag wtf.

what else what else! it's really been a long time since i last updated liddis. how i've missed blogging! i know noone's reading but still it's for own satisfaction. dunno why suddenly got my blogging mojo back..during the exam week wtf. oh and omaigoddd holiday's almost here! i can already see the finish line :')

okay ima go and try to study now! :)

ciaox

i want to satisfy the undisclosed desires in your heart

2009-12-01T10:42:00.000-08:00

just completed my video assignment!! wuhoooooooooooo!! and now it's being uploaded to youtube which is taking forrreeeeveerrrrrrrrrr. my 5 hours of last minute work! *weeps* so proud of myself. of course it's due tomorrow you think i would stay up till this late otherwise wtf. seriously man i need to stop procastinating! which is ironic cause i'm doing a video project on procastination wtf.

anyway,

i dunno why it took me so long but omygaddddddddddddd another amazing single from Muse! *sniffs* so happy can die. give it a try! it grows on you! sure, it's a little different from their origin of symmetry or absolution days but this totally grows on you! haih i love you Matt Bellamy. i still can't forgive myself for not making more effort to see you back in 2007 in Wembley till today :(

oh and sorry no pictures of my outfits! dammittt i wanna show off what i wore today! :( i looked like a secretary apparently wtf i will take that as a compliment.

oh and another presentation tomorrow omygaddd i'm running out of formal clothes liao!!!

ciaox

oh lately it's so quiet

2009-11-30T17:42:00.000-08:00

it's presentation week this week!

classmates and Mr. Robert♥

a group picture right after our individual English presentation which btw went great! my last presentation demotivated me a little but now i've gained my self confidence back! just what i need for my upcoming presentations ;)

i have business presentation in a couple of hours time! practicing like mad right now and of course blogging this at the same time i told you multitasking is my forte! and i still haven't decided what to wear omg what to wear what to wear what to wear! i wore baju kurung for English so i won't wear the same thing again and i'm not in the mood to wear skirt either haih problems problems what to wear and why am i more concerned about my clothes than the presentation itself!! haih why must i be so vain wtf.

okay pls pray that i will not forget my lines halfway shit mann i can already feel the butterflies liao!

shadap camwhoring reduces stress.

will post up pictures of my outfits later if i do have time okay! cmon it's not everyday you see me wearing formal clothes so must show off!!! wtf. okay bai baiiiiii

ciaox

when nothing makes you feel good then nothing makes you feel good

2009-11-29T07:14:00.000-08:00

2nd week

13th week

enough said.

i promise i will blog properly when the semester is over. till then take care everyone!

ciaox

25 & 15

2009-11-24T05:24:00.000-08:00

to the two of my favourite people in the whole entire world, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

may god bless both of you always, AMIN :)

ciaox

everytime I pin down what I think I want it slips away

2009-11-20T20:53:00.000-08:00

i'm not even sure if anyone's reading me anymore :(

omg i don't even remember the last time i had a proper sleep? for the past few weeks, i've been rushing assignments like mad, studying at the very last minute and preparing for the presentations. mad exhausting!

speaking of presentations, i totally messed up my first one :( summore it's Malaysian studies fml seriously. i'm failing the subject already thank you very much gahh anyway it went smoothly for the first two minutes but then my mind just went blank? you see hor, i had so much confidence in myself so i didn't make any of those cards or notes for reference like the others. shouldn't have relied 100% on my memorizing ability :( but without those cards, i thought i would look more professional? but who am kidding it's my first formal presentation like ever. i guess sometimes it's not good to be TOO confident.

sorry for low phone quality pictures. my camera died on me :(

what i wore for presentation. and this was taken before i made a complete fool out myself in front of everyone fml T_______T

actually hor, i don't have any formal clothes but somehow i successfully turned this AA dress into formal why i'm so clever one wtf. and it was actually my first time wearing skirt in college *shy*

and this is us with our lecturer, Mr. Raymond. he's one of the best! so funny one! having said that, Mr. Raymond please pass me T_____T

and omg i love presentation day! i love seeing everyone dressing up their best especially the guys! ties and blazers! *melts*

at bakery. still got mood to camwhore despite the disaster earlier wtf. oh and lemme introduce these three cause u will be seeing them a lot. far left is debbie and the one above is king kong and then on my right is joebinnnn my adik! :) he's a year younger than me can u believe it!! was a bit pissed off at first cause i thought i was the youngest one in class >:(

and erm i really don't want to bring this up in case i will get all emo again but i hope my parents are doing well.

i pray for your safe return, Amin.

ciaox

So would I be out of line if I said "I miss you"?

2009-10-28T07:07:00.000-07:00

i've been extremely busy lately, sorry :(

i kinda miss those days when i would blog about absolutely nothing like nada nil completely pointless which leave you thinking why is she even blogging this wtf. and now that i do have a lot of stories to share, i just can't seem to find the time to do so :(

SO! what have i been up to? gaah the usual college stuffs.

and still no boyfriend fml. HAIH WHEN WHEN WHEN WHEN!

anywayyy, went to Mybox, a Redbox knockoff wtf, straight after class with friends to celebrate Gerle's birthday today! happy birthday baby♥ and i didn't know such place existed and summore a walking distance from Inti before this *sniffs* i mean...Kbox in Nilai???? GET OUTTT!!!!! wtf. as far as i'm concerned, the only source of entertainment we have here in Inti is ogling guys at the basketballs courts wtf.

11pm and i'm yawning to tears already omg.

okay then, till next time!

ciaox

so if you're crazy I don't care you amaze me

2009-10-13T07:39:00.000-07:00

5 down, one last one to go wuhooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!

got back our MGT paper today and unexpectedly, i got the highest mark *teary eyes* but i swear everything i wrote came straight out of the book. yes, i memorized EVERY. SINGLE. WORD. it's horrible i know but i just can't seem to shake off this very bad habit of mine. instead of trying to understand the concepts and fundamentals behind it, i memorize it! i really should stop doing this mann...

class at 8 tomorrow gotta hit the bed early gahh.

ciaox

In my heart you'd grow and that's where you belong

2009-10-01T05:11:00.000-07:00

omg yes i know it has been exactly a week since i last updated but i have a really good reason this time: i have been studying for the past week NO JOKE! i even woke up at 5am today to do a last minute revision before i sat for the exam *sniffs* papa mama abang are you proud of me??? *weeps*

1 down 5 more to go! :)

anyway, the management paper was alright. managed to answer all question and finished in time OMG THANK GOD. the result is the least of my concerns for now and i really should start on that group assignment mann omggg die.

family trip to penang over the weekend and cousin's big day! :)

Batu Feringgi! the view from our apartment is looooooooooooove<3

Kak Liza, my cousin, and the lucky guy :)

♥

brings back childhood memories :') and this bicycle is older than me!

aqeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeel :)

okay back to more studying. take care!

ciaox

secretly you’re so amused that nobody understands you

2009-09-23T09:21:00.000-07:00

i've gained so much weight IN JUST THREE DAYS it's really scaring me! my face is noticeably rounder and totally out of shape mann! i have excess fats around my cheekbones area eeek. and it doesn't help that the grocery store is only 2mins walk from my block? gahh must. start. dieting. just last week, my self esteem was at the highest point but now i am back to square one again. i want to gain my self confidence back :(

anyway, it's my nephew's first birthday today! :) can't believe he's a year old already time sure flies fast :')

happy birthday Aqeel. Aunty loves you very much♥

and now i am back here in my room ALONE. my roommate won't be back til this sunday :(

okay gotta hit the bed early class at 8 tomorrow fml.

ciaox

and there, everybody here's got somebody to lean on

2009-09-22T08:24:00.000-07:00

i'm back in dorm *depressed*

we poor long semester students are only given two days holiday whereas the short sem students are enjoying their holidays for THE WHOLE WEEK. i don't get it hor, shouldn't we, the LONG semester students get the one week break instead of them? haih this is so unfair.

anyway, i had a great Raya. my first raya after six years :') grandma's homemade kuah kacang, the authentic lemang, you know the real deal the ones that are cooked in bamboo and NOT THE INSTANT NONA SHIT wtf, duit raya-i have almost forgotten that awesome feeling when receiving those green packets :') and of course, cousins! I'VE MISSED THEM ALL<3 i can't even begin to describe how happy i am to be back home :)

family picture minus abg Ijoy. oit Resistance partner, balikkk cepatt!! next year, kita complete :')

okay more to come later :)

class at 8 tomorrow fml.

ciaox

eid mubarak everyone!

2009-09-19T20:25:00.000-07:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI FROM ALL OF US :)

ciaox

memories fade like looking through a fogged mirror

2009-09-18T21:45:00.000-07:00

quality time with my baby :) who needs a boyfriend when i have such a cute nephew huh huh huh *consoles self*

PLEASE DRIVE SAFELY EVERYONE! encountered at least 5 car accidents on my way back to Seremban! car towing service is sure in high demand this season wtf.

can't wait for the announcement tonight! omg please esok raya pleaaseeeee. don't think i can wait another day omygad noo.

ciaox

I'll be waiting in line, just to see if you care

2009-09-17T20:33:00.000-07:00

packing :)))) and then i'm off homeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! wtf yes i know i know Seremban is only 20mins drive away but wtf just let me be in my balik kampung spirit okay.

Raya is only two days away everyone! time flies so fast :')

ciaox

she tastes like the real thing, my fake plastic love

2009-09-17T03:01:00.000-07:00

was planning to go to the frisbee training but it's raining gahhh i was so looking forward to it :( yes i joined the ultimate frisbee club wtf. laugh all you want, i don't care. i am utterly hopeless at sports and well, frisbee doesn't require much skill really so i thought why the hell not wtf. and plus it's a really really fun sport! i NEED to stay fit and go out more mann. just hope that the training won't interfere with my studies. i suck at time management boo.

but i have Leo meeting later at 7. yesss i joined the Leo club! honestly, i've never heard of it before! apparently, it's supposed to be internationally recognized or something like that. anyway, all of the activities sound like fun so yeah definitely looking forward to that! and and MORE FRIENDS! <---desperate wtf.

we have a new girl in the class and she's from China. haih why lah no Malaysian people wtf. but goddamn she's sooo gorgeous okay! can't stop staring at her doll-like face ^^ i think i might have a crush on her wtf.

ciaox

as they took his soul they stole his pride

2009-09-15T21:32:00.000-07:00

HAHAHAHAHHAHA OBAMA CALLED KANYE A JACKASS HAHAHAHAH OMG THIS SHIT IS TOO FUNNY.

seriously, is there any other reason for the guy to live anymore? i mean i don't know about you but being called a Jackass by THE PRESIDENT is seriously effed up mannn.

anywayy,

classmates and our masterpiece :)

okay class now bai.

O T, where art thou? haih.

ciaox

don't leave me high, don't leave me dry

2009-09-15T08:38:00.000-07:00

my roomate's out again. i guess i will be sleeping alone again tonight haih.

omygad i'm so hungry now but it's 11.40 dowanna go 7eleven alone :(

ohhhhh look what i've found!

taken during orientation week. good times good times.

the guy on the right is the student president of Inti okay! he's like so down to earth! and i must say he's quite popular with the ladies ;)

okay enough rant. nightttttttt.

ciaox

it was called yellow

2009-09-14T07:40:00.000-07:00

it's been a while, hasn't it? :)

and weight watchers, i advise you to STAY AWAY from this:

gardenia's Butterscotch. SO GOOD CAN DIE! but so goddamn fattening can die also. this shit is damn addictive! so BEWARE! you have been warned.

okay okay back to more studying.

ciaox

fb

2009-09-13T21:23:00.000-07:00

just got back from class. next class at 4. ahhhhh still 4 hours to go.

am currently refraining myself from going anywhere near the bed and take a 'short nap'. you see, 'short' does not exist in my dictionary wtf. i need to start doing some serious business-studying that is.

it takes all my willpower to stay awake til now...ehh WHAT THE HECK AM I BLOGGING THIS! MUST START STUDYING. omg omg.

must. stop. logging. into. facebook.

must. stop. stalking. T. on. facebook.

anyone knows how to block facebook?

oh and speaking of T, tehehhehehehehehehhehehee yes i found him on facebook! was given a wrong information lah T is not even his initial wtf! but it's a rather ridiculous sounding name so let's just stick with T wtf.

oh and KANYE IS A PRICK. so disrespectful not cool mannn NOT COOL. poor girl she must have felt humiliated!

right now, HELLO MATHS.

ciaox

hotcup

2009-09-10T07:25:00.000-07:00

i know i've been such a bad blogger but the reason i left this space for so long is because i've been studying my ass off for the past week.

obviously i was just joking.

ME? STUDYING WEEKS BEFORE EXAM? NEVER! wtf.

still trying to adjust to life here in dorm. i still can't digest the fact that i am so..free. i mean it's 10.30pm now and i can go out if i want to but i'm a good girl MAMA ARE YOU PROUD OF ME *sniffs* and AND i can even wake up 10minutes before 8 and still be able to make it to class! NO MORE WAKING UP AT UNEARTHLY HOUR OF 6AM!! and omg no more ktm or bus!

anyway, a lot of things happened recently but i'm not sure if i can blog so freely about them hmm.

okay gotta have my supper now.

instant kuay teow hot cup anyone?

ciaox

cvest ho

2009-09-05T01:20:00.000-07:00

look closely..since when did i have a horrendous orange door? and a hideous yellow wall?

GUESS WHAT!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'VE MOVED INTO THE DORM!!!!!!!!!!

okay this is just a quickie. have to rush to somewhere now but i will post up pictures of my room soon! i am loving it here by the way! FREEDOM BABY WUHOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. all i need now is a car and uhh a driver's license wtf.

ciaox

straightjacket feeling

2009-09-02T05:15:00.000-07:00

a very tired looking Nasya. look at ze dark circles around my eyes OH THE HORROR! must start looking for bb cream. heard a lot about this godsent product! someone tell me where can i get it! preferably the cheapest one wtf.

i started taking ktm and the bus ALONE for few days now. cried on the first day because the train took bloody half an hour and the bus was nowhere in sight! train schedule my foot okay. totally unreliable mannn. haih now you know why i want to get a driver's license soo bad and uhh a car too...but it's not looking so good T_T

me: sooooo...what's my birthday present this year?
papa: your driver's license is you birthday present lah.
me: WHAT?!?!?
papa: they will cost me RM800+ very expensive.
me: you can buy me...*suddenly talks with very soft voice wtf* a car to go with that...
.
.
.
*ignored*

T_T

anyway, i didn't bump into T today :(

okay gotta start picking out outfits for tomorrow!

ciaox

bloody tired

2009-08-27T08:42:00.000-07:00

every ounce of energy is drained out of me.

9am to 10pm. 13 HOURS! THIRTEEN! 13 FREAKIN' HOURS! *%#(%*(%@*$@($*%#&(^

will blog tomorrow. after another 13 hours. haihh i hate orientation week.

ciaox

college

2009-08-26T08:02:00.000-07:00

exhausted like hell. just got back from college. can you believe it they kept us all there till 10pm! and tomorrow is even worse! 9 am to 10pm omg dieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. i don't think i'm capable of waking up before noon haihh.

but it was kinda fun i guess. and i don't know what the heck is wrong with me today but i was a completely different person just now. I TALKED! I SAID HI TO PEOPLE. OMYGADDDDDDD! and get this get this! i was a freakin' group leader in my group wt#&$&(%$@(*$!!&*%#^f can you believe it, I VOLUNTEERED TO BE LEADER! ME! (&$&#@*%#&%$@&$ okay that was partially because most of the people in my group were foreigners wtf.

anyway, we played games mostly. you know, those usual ice breaker games. i usually hate this type of games but the seniors in my group were hilarious so i guess it wasn't all that bad. and wtf they made us sing Inti soo many times mann. and now it's stuck in my head damn annoying k. Inti Inti one heart one blabla wtf.

and i found an eyecandy! tehehehehehhehehehehehehehehe.

okay gotta hit the bed. must wake up at 7 in the morning tomorrow. 7!! SEVEN!! $#&$()&)&$#@**$()(%#@&*%#%^

p/s in the end, i settled for jeans and a shirt. cause dad tagged along you see wtf. haihh so much for planning ahead...

ciaox

lace

2009-08-25T02:50:00.000-07:00

can't stop staring at these two dresses from Topshop. *longing eyes*

i think it's made for me and has my name printed all over it wtf. not sure about the retail price in RM but its 45pound so when converted...probably RM300 including tax?

RM300 for a dress? DON'T JOKE WITH ME. haih if only money falls from the sky.

but you know, 45pound doesn't sound as bad...HELLO ABANG wtf. cmon where's my birthday present for the past couple of years huh huh? now it's your chance to make up for it! and i'll be nice, how about half-half? cmonnnn just think of 45pound as 45ringgit wtf.

:D

ciaox

seventeen

2009-08-25T01:27:00.000-07:00

i turn another year older today! :)

THANK YOU FOR ALL THE WISHES EVERYONE! thank you for the midnight texts, thank you ashley for waking me up at an unearthly hour of 11 in the morning. no lah jokes you know i was deepy touched :') and thank you to those of you who wished me on BOTH days haha. i have two birthdays!! god why am i so special wtf. no lah, it's 25th! i know it's 25th! definitely 25th! I DON'T CARE IT'S 25h!!

ANDDD now that i am 17, i can now obtain a drivers license!! the moment i've been waiting for *sniffs* but dad said that i have to wait til after Raya to register myself at the driving school haihh still a month to go.

again, THANK YOU and i can tell you i am having a good one especially after skyping with Ashley for over an hour ;) i love you<3

ciaox

bazaar

2009-08-24T03:15:00.000-07:00

just got back from Ramadan bazaar! ehehe i know very menyibuk since i'm not fasting :P
hello abang, not only you break your fast two hours later than us but you're also missing out all the fun here! be jealous :P

mann malaysia has bloody awesome food i must say. i mean, who doesn't love Roti John? or the glorious murtabak? and omg all the wonderful and pretty kuih<3 my ultimate favorite is this green roll thingie dunno what it's called lah.

saw quite a few matsallehs at the bazaar. what the heck are they doing here at Seremban? and there was this Spanish tourist who had trouble communicating with this makcik and that's when i came to the rescue *proud* i'm not so useless afterall wtf. but later i found out that he can speak English fluently wtf. then he said "wow i can't believe i bumped into someone who speaks my language at Negeri Sembilan, of all places!" oi why do you mean by "of all places" haih a foreigner also descriminates Seremban wtf. but seriously, what on earth are they doing here?

okay gotta help my mom prepare the table! to my fellow Muslim friends, selamat berbuka!

ciaox

22 vs 25

2009-08-22T07:50:00.000-07:00

according to my birth certificate, today, 22nd of August, is my birthday.

when i had to apply for UK visa in 2005(i was 13 then), i was informed that the birth of date on my birth certificate did not match with theirs in the database.

my old birth certificate: 25th August 1992
the database: 22nd August 1992

3 days difference. FML.

can you believe it? after 13 years of my life, 13 FREAKIN' BIRTHDAYS, they are actually telling me that all these time i had celebrated my birthday on the WRONG date??

haih at this point, i should just make myself an account on fmylife.com and submit my story haih FML.

anyway, this error will only increase the chance of my visa being rejected and we can't afford that to happen cause we needed to leave for London soon! so we had to act FAST! and guess whaaaaaaaaaaaat? without further investigation, we went for the second date! BECAUSE WE DIDN'T HAVE ANY PROOF! for some freaking reason, the bloody officer just wouldn't take my birthday certificate as a sufficient evidence. HOI I DON'T GET IT THEN WHAT ELSE DO YOU WANT LAH?!?!? but alas...

my mom told me that she clearly remembers that 25th of August 1992 was the day that she gave birth to me. i mean she is MY MOM! she should know better right? i mean for all i know, the nurse could have jotted down the wrong date OR! maybe whoever who was responsible for my birth certificate could have mistyped 25th as 22nd (okay honestly, i don't know the whole process of this) OR maybe i was registered 3 days late OR EVEN WORSE, my mom might have said that just to make me feel better. haih FMLx100.

and GUESS WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT!!!

I'M A FREAKIN' LEO NOW! FUCKING LION! FML!

i hate my new birthday. 22nd august. URGH HATEEEEEEEEE HATE HATE HAATEEE IT! but do you really blame me though? 13 YEARS! 13 FREAKIN' YEARS!!!!!!

okay as my birthday present, why don't you do me a favor? let's just pretend that you have never ever read this post and i have never ever written this. everyone should remember me as a Virgo baby who was born into this world on 25th of august 1992. now, *snaps fingers*

ciaox

Happy fasting everyone!

2009-08-21T08:50:00.000-07:00

hehe.

ciaox

definitely maybe

2009-08-20T06:55:00.000-07:00

period cramps aaaaaaaah. mineral water and panadol are now my best friends.

i'm a little upset that i will be missing out all the fun on the first day of puasa which btw happens to fall on the same day as my birthday (i will explain this next time. long story wtf)

first day of fasting, first visit to Ramadan bazaar and first terawih...omygaaaad nooooooooooooo.

:(

anyway, i drove around the neighborhood ALL ALONE this evening *proud* i think i did pretty well O:)....okay please don't remind me about parking.

random:

omygod this is ancient. obviously, look how skinny i was back then! i had no ass! now...haih. but this sure brings back a lot memories :') glad to have come across this while sorting out my old folder.

hmm off to find food.

ciaox

crisis

2009-08-19T06:31:00.000-07:00

sleeping over at cousin's tomorrow! AGAIN! i wonder if they will ever get sick of me wtf. omg my grandma's gonna be soooooo mad when she finds out tomorrow. for an unknown reason, she gets all pissy when i go out! be it with my mom or my cousins!! she can't have a control over me just because she lives here now! and for pity sake, my only entertainment for the past few months is stalking my cousins wtf. pls don't do this to me. my life is already sad the way it is. don't make it worse lah haih fml.

besides, college starts next week and things will be different from then on! my studies will soon to be my top priority (yeah right wtf) devoting all my time in assignments, presentations etcetra etcetra. in other words, i will actually have a life wtf. not sure whether i should be sad or happy about this wtf. sooo i won't be spending much time with them anymore :(

anyway, my baby cousin got admitted to the hospital this afternoon. haih god please i hope it's nothing serious. please get well soon..

ciaox

childhood

2009-08-18T07:32:00.000-07:00

everyone, meet my childhood friend, Lisa Sunita♥

(why hello raccoon eyes)

we go a loooooooooooooooong way back in standard 1!!! that's 10 years of friendship!! TEN FREAKIN' YEARS :)

the last time i saw her was like 3 years ago! she has changed so much mann and so did i, according to her. i think she's referring to my dramatic weight gain *sulks* but it's so nice to see her again. i'm glad we clicked instantly just like in the old days despite not seeing each other for sooooo long :)

i remember we used to compete in EVERYTHING! but i lost everytime because i wasn't really a bright child you see wtf. and we fought a lot too goddamn funny now that i think about it. and she used to be this really cute chubby girl but now she has turned into this beautiful girl with enviable body haih fml. she has a cute boyfriend too haih fml again.

can't wait to see the rest of my classmates in standard 5 this weekend! soooo excited omg. i hope they still remember me! it has been six years :')

ciaox

Interlanken

2009-08-17T00:44:00.000-07:00

i miss this so much.....

i will return one day :)

ciaox

oh sunday

2009-08-16T07:12:00.000-07:00

HI.

re-reading the Devils wears Prada cause I iz very boreddd.

uh oh, am not all excited about college which starts in less than two weeks time.

can't imagine myself waking up before noon. omygad no.

BUT!!.......NEW FRIENDS! hurahhh.

but making new friends is HARD. everyone knows i'd rather die than be the one who initiates a conversation. i am so shy liddat.

and what's worse is that i don't even look like those reserved type. bad impression on the first day fml.

me is hungry. fuck diet. i love food way too much.

6-1 north londons are going hardddddddddddddddddd. and i love you Drogba.

ciaox

loser

2009-08-15T06:28:00.000-07:00

hello hellooooooooooooo.

just finished watching the biggest loser marathon. looooooove the show! while everyone's at MTV world stage, i am here blogging this WTF can my life be anymore pathetic?

no lah, i chose not to go. besides, none of my cousins were interested. (FYI i will never ever ever go to such events WITHOUT my cousins) it's not really our thing you know? if you must know, my cousins and i are the most boring people you'll ever meet. we'd rather stay at home and watch movies on HBO/SMV back to back or watch Malay drama all day long or read digg.com for a good two hours. FINE, THE LAST ONE ONLY APPLIES TO ME. YOU KNOW ME WAY TOO WELL. and here i am wondering why i have no friends wtf.

okay back to the biggest loser. god even the name of the show fits me perfectly wtf.

anyway, some of the transformations are out of this world!!!!!

FROM THIS:

TO THIS(!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!):
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WAIT FOR IT WAIT FOR ITTTTTT!
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HOW DID THEY DO IT??!?!?!?!?

HOW?

HOW?

this is so inspirational *weeps* i mean these people started out seriously overweight but look at them now *sniffs*

alright, i guess there's no excuse for me then. I'M BACK ON MY DIET. YES I CAN!

good night!

ciaox

dear Ashley,

2009-08-13T00:11:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY BABY.
may god bless you always :)
i love you♥

ciaox

rain rain go away

2009-08-11T22:38:00.000-07:00

my grandma is so admirable.

i mean, she is more than a three quarter century old but is still overflowing with energy to nag. God bless.

anyway, my cousin is picking me up later!!!! staying at my aunt's place again! Bangi is like my second home now.

Mirraaa, datang cepaaaaaat! need to get out of this house A.S.A.P.

and,

I NEED.

ciaox

just a quickie

2009-08-09T23:06:00.000-07:00

just thought i'd show you the smile that i love oh so much :)

Aqeel Farrazy, Aunty loves youuuuuuuuuuuuu♥

meeting up with Shireen and Shayda later at PD! beach + loved ones = happy Nasya.

ciaox

dos

2009-08-09T09:16:00.000-07:00

good start Ancelotti, good start.

actually, i didn't even watch the shoot-out. was too chickened out. it's still fresh in the mind you see :') and it still haunts me.

ciaox

amo

2009-08-09T05:09:00.000-07:00

Torres no longer gives me that warm and tingly feeling inside or that burning sensation of excitement wtf.

PORQUE GOD PORQUE!

am i turning into a lesbian? WTF

and my uncle sent me this:

"Amaran! kpd semua penyokong2 Chelsea, sila sediakan tisu yg secukupnya sblm perlawanan dimulakan. tq."

WHY SO FUNNY ONE! LOOK WHO'S TALKING. YOU WAIT AND SEE AR!

EDIT:

EAT YOUR WORDS BUDDY.

ciaox

uprising

2009-08-07T07:08:00.000-07:00

Muse's first single is amazing!

omg can't wait for their new album 'The Resistance'!

okay this is totally irrelevant but i miss playing the Resistance 1 and 2 :( omg BEST GAME EVER HANDS DOWN. i miss ps3, i miss guitar hero, i miss singing Radiohead's high dry offkey on Singstar, i miss my character in Little Big Planet and omggg motorstorm!!

and i miss this the most :(

omg abaaaang balik cepaaaaaaaattttttt!!!

ciaox

reunion

2009-08-06T05:47:00.000-07:00

got my laptop back! *hugs lappie* AND! THE QUEEN i.e my grandma IS HERE! but it's all good so far.

some pictures from our little reunion few days ago:

Shireen and Shayda♥

and 6 of us, including my mom, at the backseat! we couldn't even breath but somehow managed to camwhore wtf. thank god there was no police in sight or else we would have definitely gotten into deep shit! but thanks for the ride Aunty Jiena *hugs*

we definitely need to hang out again before you guys head back to States okay? :)

anyway, today my dad taught me how to parallel park and I SUCK BIG TIME. failed miserably at EVERY. SINGLE. ATTEMPT. FML. didn't think it would be THAT hard omg. it looks fairly easy when he demonstrated it to me at first but when it was my turn...T_T haih and this time, i can't even blame it all on manual cars! haih omg now i'm really worried! anyway, youtubed how to parallel park tutorial videos to see if they could help in any way wtf youtube has everything what! and came across this video:

HAHAHAHAHHHAHAHAHAHAHHAH WHAT AN IDIOT HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA SHE COULD ACTUALLY PARK A LORRY THERE HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
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and then i realized that i was laughing at MYSELF....FML.

ciaox

crash

2009-08-04T01:46:00.000-07:00

okay so i left my laptop at my aunt's place puta madre! and now i'm using this ancient desktop for the first time in a very looooooooong time. goodness has it always been this slow? it lags like crazy, say, every 30seconds and takes forever to startup. call me a kacang lupakan kulit WTF but god i miss my lappie already.

i was gonna post up old pictures from this desktop but then i remember that the hard disk crashed a while ago meaning all the files are gone! all the pictures, songs, my old essays, EVERYTHING! GONE! all the 5 years worth of memories GONE JUST LIKE THAT! T_T i have gotten over this actually so i'm alright and plus 2/4 of the files are saved in abg's external hard disk for backup but still...the rest 2/4 poofed into the thin air just like that T_T okay shouldn't have brought this up now i'm all emo again.

okay guess what? GUESS WHAT??!? here's a clue: it's not a good news wtf.

MY PATERNAL GRANDMA IS STAYING WITH US STARTING FROM TODAY!!!.....FML.

she will be arriving in a couple of hours with my dad and my aunt! meanwhile, mom and i are enjoying these last moments of freedom as much as we can wtf.

okay gonna continue partying with my mom WTF will blog later, if fate allows that is.

ciaox

i got tagged

2009-08-02T08:46:00.000-07:00

by the gorgeous Esha ♥

1. How old are you?
16 going 17!

2. Are you single?
yes, always been FML T_T

3. At what age do you think you'll get married?
urmm 24 *shy* i want to get married as early as possible wtf.

4. Do you think you'll be marrying the person you are with now?
*dark* pls refer above.

5. If not, who do you want to marry?

*paralyzed*

6. Who will be your maid-of-honour, bridesmaid, best man & flower girl?
Ashley for my maid-of-honour and probably one of my brothers for the best man. =)

7. Do you want a garden/beach or traditional wedding?
i adore beach wedding but being born into a traditional family, i guess i would have to stick a traditional Malay wedding.

8. Where do you plan to go on honeymoon?
Palos Verdes♥

9. How many guests do you think you'll invite?
all my friends!

10. Will that include your exes?
*dark* i have no exes.

11. How many layers of cake do you want?
three! something like this would be nice:

*sniffs* so pretty can die.

12. When do you want to get married, morning or evening?
evening is romantic!

13. Name the song/tune you'd like to play at your wedding?
I'll be by Edwin Mccain =)

14. Do you prefer fine dining or just normal spoon, fork and knife?
fine dining would be nice.

15. Champagne or red wine?
neither! air kelapa! =)

16. Honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding?
right after *blushes* teheeeeeeeeee. god i sound more and more desperate wtf. don't you pity me sometimes wtf.

17. Money or household items?
both can.

18. How many kids would you like to have?
4! 2 boys 2 girls <3

19. Will you record your honeymoon in DVD/CD?
no lah what for.

20. Whose wedding plan would you like to know next?
everyone in my blogroll =)

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meeting up with Shireen and the rest for our little reunion at Midvalley tomorrow! can't wait to see everyone again. it's been exactly a year! =)

ciaox

frozyoggie addict

2009-07-31T07:51:00.000-07:00

J.co is loooooooooooooooooove♥

ciaox

sanity barely intact

2009-07-30T08:01:00.000-07:00

i'm boooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooored.

ciaox

H1N1

2009-07-28T06:00:00.000-07:00

i've been feeling really crap for a couple of days now. terrible cough and sore throat fml. it's actually a little worrying because we went to Genting on Saturday. goodness of all places, it had to be a crowded one. ahhhh it better not be H1N1!!! heard that the virus easily spreads through coughs and sneezes particularly in a crowded place fml! AND i am displaying two of the main symptoms FML! damnit why didn't we think of this before!! but then again, if i was infected with the virus, it won't affect me so much. everyday is like a quarantine day for me! AND i have no friends which means that i don't have to worry about being treated like a disease. omg to me, this comes first and THEN death. wtf i know but being isolated is the worst thing ever. see being a loser with no friends can be a good thing after all!! *consoles self*

okay gonna get some sleep now. hope i will get better tomorrow!

take care everyone!

ciaox

(500) days of summer

2009-07-27T07:08:00.000-07:00

another chick flick movie to look forward to :))))) and goodness is it just me or does she bear an uncanny resemblance to Katy Perry?

ciaox

godsent

2009-07-27T03:43:00.000-07:00

i have finally found it...

*teary* it has been sooo long! thank you Lish for the suggestion<3333 i must say this is as good as both Snog and Pinkberry! i kid you not! and they were very generous with the toppings too!

aah, frozen yogurt is love.

ciaox

craving list

2009-07-23T03:51:00.000-07:00

i'm fasting at the moment and it's my fourth day! *proud* four down, 5 days to go! GO ME!

but i am feeling weak as hell. and i almost fainted this morning! scary mann. never experienced anything like this before! must wake up wee in the morning for sahur from now on.

but looking on the bright side, my mom lets me off from doing all the chores! ;) and she spoils me with all kind of good food AND i get away with lying on my bed all day! ANDDDDDDD my tummy is so flat and toned i can't stop admiring it wtf.

since i'm fasting, it's only natural that i have all these sudden cravings for everything sweet. very much like preggers. and wtfff speaking of preggers, u know how they have a certain smell that they can't stand at a certain stage of pregnancy??? and in my sister in law's case, it was my brother HAHA so funny. okay back to my story wtf. well i LOVE the smell of sharpie but when i had a sniff today (don't ask. hunger makes you do the weirdest things) i felt very nauseous and almost puked. weiiirddd.

7:00p.m. half an hour to go!

to kill time, i will list out things that i'm craving for!

number one in the list is definitely Laduree's Macarons♥

omg the things i'd kill to be in London just to have these lovely macarons (macarons and macarOONS are two completely different things btw) it's meringue-like so they melt in your mouth! amazing stuff amazing stuff *drools* if any of you who are reading this happen to be at London/Paris , then this gorgeous cafe is worth visiting. trust me, you won't regret! if you don't fancy macarons, they make a whole lot of other mouthwatering patisseries too! urgh now i want go back to London *mumbles*

second is my bloody awesome homemade pancakes♥

don't they look mouthwatering and gorgeous??? wtf. bugoff have u seen my mufcakes? this is the only thing that i can be proud of so pls let me enjoy my moment wtf. sigh i miss making pancakes for my brother and my mom every morning . i went grocery shopping with my mom last week and one look at the price tag of the maple syrup ALMOST GAVE ME A CORONARY. RM20+ FOR MAPLE SYRUP?!?!?!?!?? DON'T JOKE WITH ME!

okay forgive me, it takes time to get use to this whole currency thing. i mean to you, RM20 for maple syrup is not something abnormal but definitely is to me! for now at least. i mean back in london it was only 4pound! okay yes i know i know when converted it's almost the same BUT 4 pound as opposed to RM20 sounds soooo little aih you know what i mean right???!? it's just that in the back of my mind, i keep having this thought that you can buy soooo many things with RM20. do u get me??? aih you get me lah!

but i have definitely gotten better! you should have seen me when i first arrived! RM9 FOR A BOTTLE OF EVIAN FML! RM6 FOR KITKAT MINIBITES FML! RM10 FOR CHEDDAR CHEESE FML! god i'm annoying. sometimes i wonder if my dad ever thought of disowning me WTF.

oh myy, time flies so fast! it's already 7:20 ^_^ so i guess i will continue my craving list next time! BYE!

ciaox

i love my cousins

2009-07-18T08:11:00.000-07:00

so i may not have any friends, but i have them :)

ANYWAY,
here's a toast to the Tigers! am so very proud *weeps* MALAYSIA BOLEHHH!<3

oh can i just say something? u know that guy who had the privilege to shake hands with the players and i'm assuming he's someone big like a Sultan or something. well anyway moving on, WHY DID HE WEAR MAN U TRACK JACKET? why? so disrespectful omg. if i were one of the Malaysian players, i would feel like shit and be offended like hell. omg, BODOH.

ciaox

zzz

2009-07-17T06:46:00.000-07:00

you know you're bored when you pick up a random book and start reading. and when you get bored of that too, you camwhore with it 0:)

12 down 595 pages to go. puta madre!

ciaox

random pictures #2

2009-07-14T12:56:00.000-07:00

ciaox

wirawati

2009-07-14T00:16:00.000-07:00

i can now shit in peace wtf.

i didn't think it was possible for me to be conscripted at first but i was so so wrong man! i've been told by my dad that apparently you are selected randomly from a national database so whether you are here or overseas, your name is obviously in the list so you can't escape righttt! wtf. BUT! God loves me. God is fair. Thank you God.

but you know whatt i have a really bad case of asthma. so do you think for that reason i can be excluded from the programme? but it doesn't matter anymore really hehe :) i'm so glad you don't even know!

ANYWAY, i have decided to go to Inti College. my final decision period. kinda sick of this whole thing. so let's hope it stays that way.

you know how i've been annoying you with my nonstop whines and complaints on how my life is so boring and uneventful these days? well, it's not just you who have to put up with that but so do my parents. except, what's worse for them is that my nonstop whines and complaints come as a complete package with my annoying voice wtf. of course this is just a hint to my dad to bring us all on holidays or something exciting but instead he signed me up for Add Maths tuition...FML!

if you're wondering why the hell i even bother to go, well Maths is one of the core subjects in foundation and i've been told that it is more or less the same as SPM Maths. the problem is, SPM maths is far more advanced than UK O-level Maths. so it makes sense that i have no choice but to attend extra classes to be on the same level as those of my age in order to cope right? i don't want to be far left behind. so yesss that's my reason. and i guess i should add that maths isn't really one of my strongest subjects. *sulks*

okay enough. this is turning into a wordy post and you all know that's not my style wtf. dunno what's wrong with me today. i have so much to say! usually my post has one or two insignificant sentences and the rest are all pictures wtf bimbo blog as they call it.

right, i should start working on my tuition homework. good night!

ciaox

red bow

2009-07-10T01:29:00.000-07:00

i just spent half of my day tidying up my room! after reading back my previous post, i realized how awfully messy my room was. plus, mom's been nagging me to do something about it since forever.

my room is so clean and tidy now *sniffs* everyoneee are u proud of me??

okay anyway this is random: whilst sorting out my clothes, i found this one-shoulder off red top with big bow in my suitcase. funny, i don't remember purchasing it. it's probably one of the tops i have a hard time finding a way to wear it and abandon it completely. BUT it's like suuuuperrr pretty and cute with bow awww.

see! so pretty right! BUT i would rather die than wear this in public wtf. exactly! no idea why i bought it in the first place. my first guess is that it was on sale. haihh and here i am wondering why my wallet is ever so empty. it's because of these random and unnecessary buys! haih i am hopeless at managing my own money T_T anywayy back to the top! i don't think i will ever wear this mann! no confidence whatsoever and you need really nice shoulders to pull this off which sadly isn't one of my best assets *sulks* okay come to think it, i don't think i have any *sulks*
besides, my dad will chase me with a knife and butcher me alive if he sees me in that wtf.

but at least you can camwhore with it righttt! don't scroll down if you don't want to puke. i'm just experimenting with my long lost camera *sniffs* yess finally found it! so happy can die. all this while, all of the pictures were from my cousin's camera. glad to have my camera back! :)

anyone wants the top????? am giving it away for free! plus shipping RM50. no lah just joking.

omg..period cramps. i want to cry.

ciaox

random pictures #1

2009-07-09T06:33:00.000-07:00

ciaox

my room

2009-07-08T06:34:00.000-07:00

okay i shall end this blogging drought by posting up pictures of my temporary room. i know only very few of you are interested but believe me, i have nothing else to blog about! unless you want to hear stories about how i sleep, eat, watch tv, sleep, eat wtf my life is so dull these days haihh. social life = non-existence. okay fine never had one to begin with BUT at least back in london, i had friends! but here...NONE NIL ZERO!

i should have made more effort to keep in touch with friends back in primary school haihh. wonder if they still remember me?

okay i'm warning you, my room is disastrously messy! don't judge me because of this lar!

see told you. looks like it has been hit by a tornado wtf. you see ar the thing with me is that i like to let the mess pile up and then clean it up all at once when it's no longer tolerable. see clever right? *proud* i mean what's the point of cleaning it all the time??? it'll get messy again eventually anyway. yes sure, it's a never ending cycle but...okay i really don't see what point i'm making here wtf. now all the (imaginary)guys are running away from me already wtf. sure, i cook atrocious food and i'm very lazy to make my own bed but maybe just maybe there are some good points in me BELIEVE MEEEEEE! *pleads* wtf okay i shall stop here.

ANYWAY! the bed above is the ugliest thing you have ever seen, agree? cannot believe i was attracted to it when i was younger. can't wait to hunt for a new bed when we finally move into our old house next year!

this everyone, is my dream bed. so pretty can die! white, pretty and princess-y<3 unfortunately, it is ridiculously expensive. (i think. but hellooooo? it's from Laura Ashley?) so i can only stare from afar *weeps*

now this is a cheaper alternative. white, check! pretty, check! princess-y, check! so pretty can die! but dad argued that it's a tad to small for me. assuming that he's concerned about my own comfort and not implying that i'm too fat and big for this bed, this is not a problem lah! hello i've been sleeping on a single bed my whole life okay!

probably the tidiest part of the room. yes, that's my definition of tidy wtf. so that's my studying table which is only there for display wtf. and that's my make up station. i know i know ugliest. mirror. ever. T_T i want and need a proper dressing table! my make up is all scattered on the floor! speaking of dressing table...

can't find a better picture but this is what exactly i'm looking for! so pretty can die! french white dressing table<3 it's looooove.

last part of the room. still a lot of unpacking to do haihh. lazy lazyyy. and that's my temporary wardrobe which can only fit like 1/10 of my clothes wtf. it's not that i have many clothes but it's because it's just simply too small. can't wait to hunt for a new wardrobe! having said that...haha i know you know what's coming.

love at the first sight does exist. so pretty can die! french mirrored white wardrobe<3 this just screams perfect!

basically hor, i imagine my room to look something like this:

*sniffs* so pretty can die.

walau if my room looks anything like that, i refuse to step out of the room!

okay i shall abruptly this post here.

till god knows when. good night!

ciaox

blah

2009-07-05T07:23:00.000-07:00

i am so uninspired to blog these days.

PIGGY PIGGGYYYYY

ciaox

lalala

2009-06-29T05:57:00.000-07:00

this blog is so dead mann. i know i know i should be keeping my word BUT i'm toooooooooooo lazy. omg 4months holiday isn't doing any good to me. I NEED SOMETHING TO DO! something...ANYTHING! anything that will get my brain productive again. it's been on sleep mode for waay waaay too long. i need a job omg. SOMEONE PLS HIRE ME!

I MISS ASHLEY!

ciaox

odio mi pelo

2009-06-24T22:19:00.000-07:00

TREAMYX IS FINALLY INSTALLED OH THE JOY *sniffs* slow like hell but still it's better than nothing. the technician came as scheduled which was a surprise because we all know next week in malaysian time is next two weeks wtf.

soooooooo Penang! well, it was unpexpectedly...okay. awesome food! i ate like so so so much and i had a little too many of rambutans. so many i've been shitting rambutans for the past week wtf. the relationship between grandma and i is still awkward as ever but i think we made a progress. cousins made a lot of effort to get along with me which i think was very nice of them. male cousins btw. good looking.....I CAN'T BELIEVE I JUST SAID THAT. the rest are best to be kept secret wtf. okaaaaay movinggggggggggggg on. *awkward*

my driving has gotten worse :( isn't it funny? over the time you are expected to make a progress righttt? but i guess i am very special wtf because i got even more terrible at it! FML T_T the person who invented manual cars should be thrown in fire. stupid manual cars. *mad

oh how much you've missed my annoying self centered camwhore pictures :) and ohh i guess i haven't mentioned it before-I HAD A HAIRCUT LIKE A MONTH AGO? so now my hair is short and disgusting and badly damaged. haihh and that was the whole purpose of cutting it! to fix my poor horribly damaged hair but now it's back to square one. except now it's shorter T_T if i had known, i would have kept my old long hair T_T and my hair is so stubborn! it takes forever for it to grow out haihh.

and because of that, my hair is always in tight bun like this. (yes i did gain a few pounds be nice and shut up) DISGUSTING! omg hair pleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeease don't fail me and grow faster please please please please T_T

moving on to something less depressing,

us's going through the final? OMG SO FUNNY! over-confident is not the way to go i tell you! but i still love you nando<3

anyway, i will be blogging more often from now. so often you lots will get so sick of me and beg me to shut up already wtf.

have a good day!

ciaox

satu kupang

2009-06-14T22:33:00.000-07:00

HIIIII!!! sorry for neglecting this blog for so long but i have a really good reason for it! you see, i've moved in into a new house(the rented house) and it's taking forever for streamyx to be installed it's really frustrating! no internet access for two weeks! TWO WEEKS! haih. story of my life. i'm currently blogging this at my cousin's house *weeps* how i've missed blogging. BUT i have received a phone call from their technician and he is appointed to come next week! haihh T_T but at least there's something to look forward to.

anyway, what i've been doing for the past two weeks?

spent lots and lots of time with my beloved baby nephew :)

and i love the fact that we have now bonded so well :)

soooooo comel :)

ANDDDDD! i have started driving lessons with my dad! of course they are a lot of shouting and scoldings going on but helloo it's my dad we're talking about here, those things are inevitable. other than that, it's going well so far :) the only problem is that i don't know when exactly to change the gear! at the moment i rely 100% on my dad's guidance :/ haih manual cars should be banned in this world!

okay what else?

ohhh yes! went to ikea at damansara last week and finally tried their famous and most discussed wtf (well in my family lah) curry puff for the first time. i seriously have no idea what all the fuss about. SOME MORE THERE WERE BOILED EGGS IN THEM WEIRD OR NOT MEH! and i bought a dozen okay because i thought they were seriously THAT good. i've been cheated by my own family wtf.

i'm off to Penang tomorrow till friday to visit my paternal grandmother. everyone...PLEASE PRAY FOR ME!

okay till next week i hope. take care!

ciaox

exciting weekend

2009-06-04T10:00:00.000-07:00

picked up my baby nephew from nursery today! :D

i love my baby nephew so so much :)

anyway, i'm off to Terengganu for the weekend to attend uncle's wife's younger sister's wedding. should be fun! plus, the local food is godsent! satar + otak otak = an obese but happy nasya.
not looking forward to the 7 hours car ride though urgh.

have a good weekend!

ciaox

best acoustic ever

2009-05-26T05:41:00.000-07:00

oh liam.

ciaox

yogo

2009-05-24T09:30:00.000-07:00

uh hello. i dunno why but i am so bloody lazy to blog these days. i actually have millions of photos to post up and Spain trip post is still on draft haihh. and i am not in the mood to camwhore either! no self centered annoying low-res camwhore pictures to piss you off :( lightening here sucks! i don't look flawless and pretty decent looking in any of them to deceive you lots, boo!

and i'm craving for Snog!

*salivates*

anyway, went to this frozen yogurt shop called Yogoberry or something at Sunway Pyramid but mehh it was crap..and overpriced! well to me at least. cannot believe i just paid RM9 for some lousy frozen yogurt. haihh.

ta.

ciaox

dada

2009-05-21T08:11:00.000-07:00

i never believed in evolution...until yesterday.

COCKROACHES NOW HAVE WINGS HOR! those little bastards now can fly. scary shit. and the worst thing is, they can sense you fear and come flying right at you! eeeeeeeeek! it's bad enough that those little fuckers have little Usain Bolt feet to escape now THEY HAVE WINGS SUMMORE! T_T

MUST MUST MUST GET USE TO THIS! hafta accept the fact that the sight of cockroaches is very common. haih why lah i'm such a wimp T_T

hmmm okay am off Mamak! ahh late night mamak sessions + mamak's roti bakar = loveeeeeeeeeeeeee.

cousins<3

ciaox

fifty six

2009-05-20T01:23:00.000-07:00

hi!

i haven't been feeling well for the past few days. i don't feel like talking to anyone either so apologies to those that i have yet to contact.

i am currently still trying to adjust to few things. weather, no problem! the heat is bearable after a couple of weeks. in fact, i have started wearing my cardigan again. cannot live w/o my cardi okay! the only thing that i still find it hard to accept is the fact that i have to live on inhaler 24/7 T_T seriously hor i think i can die from panic attack if the bloody inhaler is misplaced/lost. I FEAR ASTHMA ATTACK THE MOST! haih you blessed people wouldn't understand T_T

and for the last three nights, i breathed through my mouth wtf cause i had to stuff small rolls of tissues in my nose to stop it from running T_T and i wake up with red swollen itchy eyes for god knows what reason almost EVERYDAY T_T and here i am telling everyone how healthy i am and how i rarely get sick when the real back story is that i have to go through all these every night! haihhh T_T

but other than these, I AM VERY HAPPY :)

you have noooo idea how glad i am to be home. home is home end of.

ANYWAY yesterday i went to Inti College at Nilai for counseling session. yes up till now, everything is still under consideration T_T from Nott uni to MMU to Uniten to UITM to Taylor's and now Inti! so pening already okay! omggg want to end this SOON i don't care whatever college or uni i get into anymore!

OHHHH and the other day my dad random clicked on any links AND of all websites he clicked on so-fucking-peachy! MY BLOG! I-ALMOST-DIED. he managed to read few posts before i came to the rescue and closed the window. the worst part is, HE JUST GRINNED THROUGHOUT! scary shit.. am thinking of changing the link.

nonsense shoved aside,
it's 20th May today and it's PAPA'S BIRTHDAY<3

(i swear hor this is the only picture of us berdua-dua-an that i can find -_-')

HAPPY 56th BIRTHDAY PAPI i love you and i hope you're not reading this.

ciaox

OH NO THEY DIDN'T!

2009-05-16T22:20:00.000-07:00

is that...CUT & PASTE I SEE?!?!?

heh

ciaox

it's been a while

2009-05-14T06:46:00.000-07:00

babysitting my baby nephew was a piece of cake! :) so baik lah this boy! and HE'S SO CUTE i can't get enough of him i tell you! can't wait to see him again tomorrow!

anyway, i have no idea where my IC is so for the time being, i can't register for a new number! :( you know what, to date, i think i have had like more than 10 sim cards?! it's because every time i came back for holiday, i will buy a new one and then carelessly lost it and the cycle repeated itself like that wtf. so yes no ic no sim card haihh. hate the new policy! why must register arrr! and great just great, no ic and my birth certificate is misplaced. great, now they're gonna think i'm an illegal immigrant from mexico wtf.

oh right the whole point of this post is to wish my pretty cousin HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY<3

ciaox

hi

2009-05-10T07:13:00.000-07:00

just letting you know, i'm still alive, haha.

so yes I'M HOME :) *sings negaraku wtf*

i haven't been in my best mood lately, hence my absence. and after what happened last wednesday, you know what lah dowanna mention, my mood had worsened. BUT i'm all better now! and OMG MATCH AT 3 AM I DON'T GET IT HOW DO YOU GUYS DO IT? 3AM HOW HOW? do u guys sleep first and then wake up wee in the morning or do u stay awake all the way?!? OMG SERIOUSLY HOW HOW???

okay i'm feeling a little nostalgic wtf

last Snog *sniffs*

last camwhore picture at the hotel room

last picture before our flight. *tears*

anyway, before the flight i promised to myself that i won't cry no matter what because i'm an egoist like that. but...I SO FAILED MISERABLY T_T

after getting off the phone with Huda, i got a little emo BUT self control still intact and all but when we were bidding goodbye to abang, i reached my max level wtf and cried like a bitch. and i continued like that TILL THE PLANE TOOK OFF! CAN U IMAGINE! i must have looked really stupid FML.

oi gemok, take this chance to lose weight hor no more kari, sambal udang, masak kicap wtf. definitely gonna miss kacau-ing you next door, seeing ur annoying face everyday and of course motorstorming! :) TAKE A GOOD CARE OF YOURSELF THERE!

okay ima surrender myself to the bed now GOOD NIGHT!

ciaox

last few days

2009-05-04T02:06:00.000-07:00

Quality time with mien liebe<3

Farewell dinner at number one cafe (thai and malaysian cuisine)

Stamford Bridge

London at night

okaay am off to more last minute shopping. haihh leaving everything to the last minute SO TYPICAL RIGHT!

ciaox

the last goodbye

2009-05-01T12:36:00.000-07:00

this is our last night :( we will be moving out tomorrow and check-in into hotel for a short stay till our flight this monday.

the house is empty now. back to its original state 4 years ago.

i'm gonna miss my room. i'm gonna miss my bed. i'm gonna miss camwhoring in my room. i'm gonna miss Putney :(

blogging from my room for the last time...it's kind of depressing.

so this is it. a final goodbye.

bye bye Putney.

thank you for all the great memories♥

ciaox

best crepe ever

2009-04-30T18:36:00.000-07:00

it's a well known fact that i can't cook for nuts.

BUT! i can make crepes! :)

i remember my first attempt making crepes. it was miserable and i nearly broke down into tears. every single crepes were burnt and not perfectly thin. BUT i love crepes so much i didn't give up and i kept practicing. practice makes perfect right?

and now..I MAKE THE WORLD'S BEST&AWESOME NUTELLA BANANA CREPE :)

my crepes are THAT good! just ask my brother, RIGHT ABANG? *holds knife to his throat wtf*

it's actually ridiculously easy to make but you need a lot of patience mann. making crepes is such a bitch and will drive you mad, well to me at least BUT the result is so satisfying, it's soooooooo worth it! i make crepes for my brother and mama almost every week! THEY LOVE IT :) teheeeeeee I AM GOOD FOR SOMETHING AFTER ALL*weeps*

okay i know you're DYING for the recipe (just play along hor, it doesn't hurt) and since i'm so nice like that, HERE IT IS! :)

preparing the batter. really all the ingredients are basic!

1 cup of milk (any milk will do. goat also can wtf)
1 cup of flour (i use the plain one. i suppose you can also use other kind? i dunno)
2 eggs (i use chicken eggs wtf)

and that's it!! see so easy one.

and then of course you need the ingredients for the filling. you can be creative with this one. it's up to you really. but you can make it my way which is definitely recommended and the best i tell you!

nutella (or you can use other chocolate spread or melted chocolate)
banana (yellow ones are the best wtf)
brown sugar (you need this to fry this with the banana slices)

flip it over to the other side when it's golden brown and slightly crispy OMG I SOUND SO PRO OMG *weeps*

see how much effort and concentration i put into these crepes. they are made with love wtf.

the best part! spreading the nutella yumm. and the good thing about making these yourself is that you can be very very generous with your filling.

and TADAAAAAAAA! :) okay my mom is just weird. who eats banana nutella crepe with butter?!?

ciaox

fingers crossed

2009-04-28T10:21:00.000-07:00

ciaox

baaa baa black sheep

2009-04-27T04:25:00.000-07:00

hiiiiii!! i'm back from up north. okaay i won't bother blogging about lake district because well what's interesting about lakes hor?!?

see i even fell asleep on the boat.

BUT i do think it's a beautiful place and certainly one of the most attractive parts of England. the kind of place i would love to visit when i'm in my 50s :P

and i got myself a really really cute souvenir!

and there's a funny story along with this but i have a lot of packing to do right now so maybe some other time. i am actually taking a risk right now i tell you! cause i swear hor if my dad sees me sitting on my bed blogging this, he would chase me with a knife.

haih back to more packing urgh.

p/s IQA, KENAPE PERGI AWAL SGT?!?!?!?!?!? emoooo T_T

ciaox

so much things to do, so little time

2009-04-23T10:16:00.000-07:00

SO MUCH PACKING TO DO! haihhh. and i'm not even halfway done!

this is the first time EVER seeing my closet this empty and my clothes all neatly hanged. i never thought i would see this one day. *weeps* usually the first thing you see are my clothes stacked on top of each other, a dozen other not hanged and all crunched up under half assed folded piles and for all you know, you might find a rat in there too. haih i am so lazy sometimes it's not even funny. i mean how much effort do u need to hang a bloody piece of fabric?!?!?!? but me being me, i prefer dumping it on the other piles of clothes letting it rot there and eventually i forget about its existence. *shakes head* haihhhh confirm hor no guys want to marry me.

ANYWAY while separating clothes that i would like to donate and clothes that i want to keep, i found this at the very back of my closet:

*screeches hysterically* WHY IS THIS DOING IN THERE?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!? I DON'T REMEMBER OWNING THIS! <---in denial OKAY FINE I DO THIS WAS PURCHASED SEVERAL YEARS BACK T_T my dad bought this for me and i was in my emo phase wtf then so black made me happy T_T i thought of donating it but abg wouldn't let me and then i thought it's quite pricey so i'm sorry, i'm keeping it T_T but think about it! it could be useful for a future use like sayy...KAIN BURUK!

ANYWAY i will be away again for three days despite the fact that i still haven't fully recovered from exhaustion from the spain trip. haihhh. this time, up north to this place called Lake District to see err lakes basically. honestly, i am not looking forward to this trip AT ALL. i'm still thinking of excuses to be excluded from this trip but obviously that won't happen. you see this will be my last week here in london so i am planning to make the most out of it :( sooooooooooooo many places i have yet to visit and sooooooooooo many stuffs i need to buy and oh not forgetting catching up with friends! soo WHO CARES ABOUT FREAKIN' LAKE URGH!

will be back on sunday!

ciaox